Rosierawrr's Journals

About me.

So I've had buzznet for just over a year now and I still haven't written a PROPER about me, so I've decided to do it now. I live in East London, a place called Hackney. Not the nicest place in London but I've lived here all my life so what can I do? I live with my parents, two brothers and sister. Not forgetting my 2 dogs and 2 cats. :) In primary school you can say I was pretty much bullied. I was the quiet little weird child. I soon stood up for myself and the people who seemed to hate me actully wanted to be my friend. I've always been known as rosie posie. Well annoying tbh. The past year has been one of my worst even though Im still young. My nan passed away almost a year ago and I'm still not over it. I cry nearly every night for her. We were really close, it was a real shock. Throughout the past year Ive met some really good friends. When I started secondary school I was really confident and I knew I had to be myself.

I can be pretty old skool at times. I dont like the way they do things nowadays. All these stabbings going on arent a very good example to the little people. I hate homophobic people. I'm a big supporter of animal rights. Huge animal lover.

Now Im pretty outspoken. I speak my mind, if I dont like someone I'll tell them as I cant stand in a room with someone I dislike. I'm hyper like 99.9% of the time. Sometimes I can over exagarate. I fall madly in love and I hate myself for it. If Im honest I am quite nice but like really if your bitchy and that towards me I'll just get me back ten times worst. People think they can take advantage of me as Im quite short. But the truth is you cant lolz.

I have issues with my weight. Im admitting it, I seem to think Im fat but everyone else tells me Im skinny. I eat a tiny breakfast no lunch whatsoever and a small dinner. I used to be bullumic but I overcome it.

I cant stand wannabes. Or people who say they're something they're not that just gets to me. I love being different and uniuqe. Im a wild child. Im also a daredevil. I dont take any bullshit.

I actully cant be bovered to write anymore so what Im trying to tell you is Im also pretty lazy. :]

xxx

I was tagged

1) How are you at the moment?

I'm a bit annoyed. And feel very bored.

2) Why?

Im not too sure tbh.

3) Give me 5 bestest persons at buzz.

Ami, Ava, Sam, Dani & Izzy

4) Do you like yourself?

At times (:

5) What do you like to do in your free time?

Listen to music, talk over the phone, ect.

6) do you think you're able to do everything you'd like to right now, from that place, are you confident enough [not in future]?

Dunno

7) Do you think fighting makes any sense?

Sometimes.

8) Was last question clever?

Dont know. Dont care/

9) Which places you'd like to visit?

USA, Japan, Australlia

10) Honestly, give me one person from buzz, who made you feel special, like their friend? Why?

Amipantzz cos shes wicked cool and shes always helping me out over MSN. :)

11) Whatâ�™s your mobile phone?

I have 2. Ones a Sony Erricson K700i the others a Sony Erricson K800i

12) Would you like to have (new) one?

Nopers.

13) Do you like to: smile?

I do but I dont like my smile.

14) Write poems?

Not really.

15) Eat?

Not much

16) English?

Yeh

17) French?

Noo I hate it.

18) Slovene?

Nope

19) Polish?

Nope.

20) Sports?

Tennis, Volley ball & Rounders

21) Internet?

Duh.

22) Do you think life gets better or worse day by day?

Have my ups and downs.

23) Are you nervous or calm person?

Calm.

24) Is there any message you'd like to tell the world?

To stop all this shit. Who cares if Britney's gone off the rails. Your not making it any worse. Pay more attention to other moe important things in the world.

25) Whatâ�™s your favourite line in a song?

I have quite a few. Most are Bring Me The Horizon. Heres one by Chiodos though- "Your cold pale skin and tainted purple lips,
Let me embrace you with this kiss
And together we'll float like angels"

26) The cutest thing you've ever heard?

I love the way my 3 year old cousin Maddie says my name...Wosayy. :]

27) Do you love your parents?

Ya.

28) What would you do if tomorrow is the last day of your life?

I really do not know.

29) Do you often think about death?

I used to. Not much anymore

30) Is this the last question?

You tell me.

Whoever wants to do it, do it. I cant be arsed to tag people.

New Shizzle!

Haii guys!

Sorry I haven't been posting a lot. Been a little busy :)

So what have you all been up to?

Lately Ive been doing tons of shopping thats why Im skint at the moment baha.

So recently I have got.....

False eyelashes (partly for a party thats not happening) haha
New top from H&M
Hello Kitty necklace
Hello Kitty tiara :D
New black nail varnish..my others went all gooey haha
I had to re-buy a BMTH album cos I lost the other one without putting it on itunes lolz
Leopard print tights (I'll tell you the story after)
Pink sunglasses
Gold sunglasses that are MASSIVE :O
A new mascara. Rimmel Glam eyes (Y)
New foundation
Some new underwear
New hair clips

That's it for now haha. I think there's more just cant remember xD

I might be getting these trainers....

Oooh yea baby there the sex. Im either getting them or the Nike ones (Y)

Also.....my leopard print tights =[. So I got them on Monday from New Look for a fiver (Â£5) and on Tuesday I got them out the packaging only to find they had a massive ladder in them :O. I was so pissed off lolz. My mum said "oh theres nothing you can do." But my cousin Chloe said she'll come with me to complain. Haha I didnt pay a fiver for a pair of tights to be laddered when they were took out the packet! So yeh we're taking them back :]

Also add me on myspace if you have www.myspace.com/rosie_x_rawrr

Thanks :] ♥

Survey thing :]

TAKE THIS SERVEY
[] I want your number
[] Pretty/Cute
[] Hottie
[] Sexy
[] Gorgeous
[] Amazingly Beautiful
[] I'd take you home in a second
[] I'd make out with you right now
[] I'd Hit it
[] No, I dont like you like that
[] I love you
[] Wanna hook up?

Dear _________,
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I want to ________ you. ;)
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be ________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Would you kiss me?
[] Hell Yea
[] Yes
[] No
[] Maybe
[] already did

Am I attractive?
[] Heck no
[] hot as Hell
[] Fine
[] Cute
[] Okay I think ur pretty
[] Sexy
[] Ugly!

Do you think im a virgin?
[] Yes
[] No
[] Don't know

Name one thing you would like to do to me...
________________________

I look like..
[] A player
[] One time thing
[] Next bf/gf

If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
[] Yes
[] No
[] maybe
Do u like me?
[]yes
[]no
[]maybe

Would you rather..
[] Hook up with me
[] Cuddle with me
[] Date me
[] Marry me
[] Friends

On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
[] 1
[] 2
[] 3
[] 4
[] 5
[] 6
[] 7
[] 8
[] 9
[] 10

Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you?
[] Yes
[] No

What would you want me to be to you?
[] Friend
[] girlfriend/Boy friend
[] Friend with benefits

Week2

I got through another week Hooray! haha

Been a bit of a hectic week for me. :)

Monday 14th July: We had double art which was all good! We had a really stupid cover teacher lmao. He sounded like Donald Duck :D Erm I cant remember much about today. Ahaa Ooh I threw a hissy fit cos Georgia, Mave and Fatima all bought blow pops when they know I craveeee them and I didnt have any money on me that day. So Georgia got me one. Yay I love Georgia she's well nice! lol

Tuesday 15th July: Gaah! Today our whole year had to get changed into out pyjamas in period 5 and 6 cos we had this thing. We had to sit in the hall in our tutor groups and tell stories. Babyish much? We got boks at the end. Aha going home was so funny. Fatima's such a dope! x]

Wednesday 16th July: Had no school! Woop woop. There was a teachers strike so yeh. I got left alone while my older brother was at school and the other 2. My dad was at work and my mum went on a trip with my sister. So Fontaine came over. We messed about and just had fun then my brother came home from school and like kept us hostage in MY room! aha then we went to the park to take Nellie out and we got Charlie hes sweets lmao. The rest of the night we were on the webcam messing about aha.

Thursday 17th July: Me and 'taine got up early with my brother and sister cos Sadie wanted us to go to her leaving service. So we went and we ended up laughing the whole way thru. Not at her. At other people lol. We went home and my mum went out with her friends. So we took some pics and shiz ahaa. Then my mum came home and we went to the hairdressers and I got my hair cut. Not in lenght just restyled so I dont have to do as much backcombing. I like wake up in the morning and its kinda big so I have to do a tad bit of backcombing. =] Yey it looks wicked lol

Friday 18th July: Back to school today. D: Werent too bad I suppose. Yeh not much happened. lol

Saturday 19th July: Went out with Cherie. We just went to the High Street. I got a new red bandana, 2 pairs of fishnet tights and a new mascara. We then took my dog Nellie to the park. We were there for ages. Later that night me and my brother were left alone cos my mum and dad went out for a meal with my aunt and uncle. It were fun ahaa xD

Sunday 20th July: Sundays are always boring. Nobody ever wants to go out! So Im sat indoors writing this...TALK! lol

Song Of The Week:Sex Toyz-Brokencyde

Lyric Of The Week: Maybe when Im gone you'll realise what you did to me- Smashed into pieces by Silverstein

Week 1

Every Sunday (in this case Monday) I'll blog cos I just like to keep accounts of my week.

Monday the 7th: Nothing interesting happened that I can remember on this day. Oh my aunt and cousins came over to give my brother he's birthday presents. I spent the WHOLE night talking to Robert. <3

Tuesday the 8th: It was my brothers birthday. He was 14 or 15 I think :S lol But it was also Sports Day and we went to a football stadium White Hart Lane. I done most of my tutor groups make up as I had green eyeshadow and were all in green! Woop lol xD Some older girls also got me to there make up for them. We totally rocked it! In the crowd you could see most greens! It rained but we went on and Green came 4th out of 6. Still good. :) Was really fun.

Wednesday the 9th: Poured down. Unexpected showers lol. Rain in July? What kinda madness is that? lol Shoes got absoloutley soaked! Thats like all I can remeber lol xD

Thursday the 10th: Had to wear my silver pumps to school which is against uniform rules but I had a reason. My shoes were still soaked from before and my mum said I couldnt wear them cos ya know. So she write me a note and my head of year sent me to reception where they nearly excluded me.They said if I dont have the correct shoes by tomorow [Friday] Id be sent to the inclusion room [excluded]. Bleh oh and maths was uber fun there was only 7 of us and we got to run riot :)

Friday the 11th: Didnt go to school. My mum said there was no point as Id not be learning anything anyway as Id be in the inclusion room. Instead I went to my little sisters leaving service thing and went to get new school shoes. I ended up getting a nice pair of red pumps too, school shoes and a wicked new dress! My cousin came over too havent seen her in 7 months :O She came round with her daughter Maddie whos 3. :)

Saturday the 12th: Went to my mums friends in Siddcup Kent. Was really nice. They had a bbq and it were pretty there lol

Sunday the 13th: Gah! I was soo annoyed! I were meant to go out with Tehya but instead she decided to abandon me for MAX! Gah! lol So I tried texting Cherie to see if she wanted to go out but nooo she didnt text back till ike 5! lol I ended up taking my dog Nellie for a run with my sister round the park. Turned out to be fun! <3

Song Of The Week: Beating Heart by Head Automatica.

Lyric Of The Week: We're one mistake from being together, but lets not ask why it's not right, you wont be seventeen forever but we can get away with this tonight. Seventeen Forever by Metro Station <3

<3 Nuff love lmao xD

Updates

My username used to be peterlkwentzstolemyheart12 but Ive had this account a year and kinda grew outta it so changed it to rosierawrr xD Thats all lmao

SPAIN!!!!!!!!

This chic went to Spain with her best friend Fontaine and her mum. xD
Yea her mum has a new partner and he lives out there with hes 2 dogs Skye (a husky) and Red (a chow chow i tihnk). But we had lots and lots of fun. We went to Malaga and we were there for 5 days. =] Heres some pics;

Some cat sitting on the roof lol

Me doing my hair in the mirror. Tops going up :S lol

The View From The Path
My Dress And Yes I Was Sunburnt
Me And Fontaine In Our Purdy Dresses
The Pool
Red
Me AhaAgain
Skye
Me Kissing Skye
The Pool
My New Bow
From The Terrace

Was very fun =]

Thingy? IDK Lyric thing lol

Stolen from stumpandpotter =]

Step 1: Put your music player on random.

Step 2: Post the first line (or so, some are hard) from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.

Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.

Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone
guesses correctly (No lyric hunting! That is cheating!)

**HERE WE GO**

1)I'm a preacher sweating in the pew.

2) Last summer we took threes across the board.

3)If I had my own world, Id fill it with wealth and desire.

4)I don't want to let you know your hearts an attraction

5)This house is a circus berserk as fuck we tend to see that as a perk though.

6)Well it rains and it pours when your out on your own if I crash on the couch can I sleep on the couch?

7)Hey there, I like your hair who does your hair?

8)Sweat drips in my eyes, screams of lust we cry, tonight you are everything.

9)Sometimes I feel like everybodys got a problem.

10)Lying there, with a halo in her hair she cried there are feathers everywhere.

11)Angie, I know you, I said you know its true.

12)Today is a winding road thats taken me to places that I didnt want to go.

13)I love the way she wears her clothes, I love those freckles on her nose.

14)Lets just stop, drop everything, forget each others names and just walk away.

15)Just in case theyre wondering, they've got us pinned terribly.

16)We've got one chance to break free, we need it now.

17)Take a look around dont you see it? See that your the only real face in the room.

18) I said I'd never forget your face, vaulted away inside my head, and memories never seem to fade you were the best part of mty life my last regret.

19)Holding my breath for a whole month.

20) I think we have an emergancy, I think we have an emergancy.

21)Oh, little did she know couldnt let me go, already a part of her.

22) Shes got a lip ring, with five colours in her hair.

23)Show me, show me, show me a starry-eyed kid.

24)Stop stalling make a name for yourself.

25)It's these substandard motels on the (lalalala) corner of 4th and Freemont street.

Emma's 14th

My friend Emma had her 14th birthday on Friday and 5 of us stayed at hers. We got some really weird pics =] We didnt go to sleep till 3 in the morning. I was the first off =] lol We started off by going down to the park and playing on the swing, they spun me on it and i nearly passed out haha. Then we went to the video shop and rented 2 DVD's. The Ring two and What Lies beneath. Emma then opened her pressies and we sung happy birthday to her and had some cake. Scrummy chocolate cake. xD We then decided to watch What Lies Beneath. It was really good and some bits were creepy but it werent too scary. It made em and Fontaine jump alot and we ended up hugging each other! xD Then we played around for a bit then decided to watch The Ring Two. It was crap and weird. I didnt really get the storyline so we ended up on MSN talking to my ex Max. He had a lot to say and he rang us and started insulting me so the 5 of us were insulting him back. Then Louise decided to throw pillows at us all so we had a pillow fight. Me and Fontaine got the quilts wrapped it round ourselves and knocked into each other. She kept knocking me over whereas I hardly had affect on her at all. lol! We then played Truth Or Dare. Ended up getting a bowel of water and soaking tissue then throwing it at people coming home from a night out. xD It was like 2 then. Then we was jsut being random and talking randomly. I decided to go to sleep but Emma kept dragging me across the floor >.< Finally got to sleep and woke up to Emma and Louise kicking me and Fontaine. It was 11 xD Cherie had already gone home cos she was going to a party later on. We got ready and went shopping. Got nothing xD Then I went home at like 4. Good times =] Heres some pic, I look minging in them xD

Me, Emma and Fontaine on a swing.

Trying on Emma's blonde extensions xD

Fontaine asleep xD

Me on Emmas Sofa xD

Louise(looks likeaboylol), Cherie and me. xD

Me and Fontaine xD 2 fingers haha

Me fast asleep lol

Me, Emma And Cherie in the mirror.

Me hahaLouise(big mouthlo), Me, Fontaine & Cherie Sleepy Heads lol

Me and Fontaine on teh spinny swing lol

Emmas extensions again lol

=] Great time